A Long Time.

05/oct/05
0814pm

i KNOW.

It's been weeks.
I have been consumed by my leave i thought i should enjoy it to the fullest. the SILENCE. However, I am back. I hope you don't mind.

I finally got mat back last 19sep and it just made me miss having my car around even more. It's not so much about being dependent on the car itself. I've been a commuter for most part of my life. It's actually the missed opportunites on having to take my nephews and niece, mom, dad and sister out during weekends 'conveniently' when it's been raining like anything. well, i still dunno the purpose of that 'accident.' Ula's been faithful to the 'sweet dream-story' she formulated in her mind. I still smile everytime i recall her pushing for the idea. The smile of course ceases whenever i remember just being asked out by the basketball player who bumped my car. WHO IS MARRIED. That aside, he isn't an evil man. He was just barking at the wrong tree i guess. I even have no interest strong enough to make me meet his guy friend. It sucks? Well, it's just my preference i guess. No argument there.

I went to tagaytay with my bestest friend of all times. It's our yearly ritual of celebrating my bday. We ate at Antonio's all-day breakfast, shopped a bit and just went on and on telling our respective stories. The best part of the trip was our visit to Tierra de Maria. Crying on my bday proved to be a relief! I wish i can take that kind of peace with me all the time. I still wish... I know i asked for quite a number of stuff and had this year's bday wish list (the longest i believe) and you all know WHO you ARE. My heart still swells from not having to THANK YOU enough. Somehow, at one point before my bday, i kinda felt shortlisted, for having lost some people in my life. Now, it feels like i've been given MORE. For the first time, i got a bday card with 7 signatures in it, all wishing the same thing for me. Imagine, if they all came true, i'd have SEVEN BOYFRIENDS by now!!! Just to make things clear... i said BOYS, not dwarfs. hehehe!

I'm back at work. We rarely get our usual 'free time' to slack around a bit, surf a little. With our TINY office handling KLM, Air France, Malaysia Airlines, Aeroflot, Kenya Airways... there's even not enough time to have a decent lunch, or dinner. With the girls in the office managing to just take spur-of-the-moment snacks, i wonder when we'll ever get thin! While our colleagues in the UK earn POUNDS in their pockets, we gain POUNDS and inches in girth. HAH! there is balance.... winks!

** i BUMPED INTO my adorable inaanak, ADA in Shopwise antipolo one weekend and well what do i know? She's bigger than i am.

** Louise and Myron invited me to Manixa's baby shower. She used to have doubts with him not so long ago. Now they have a baby.

AND I...

still am crazy with Gavin degraw. I'll marry him.
If only he'd ask.